Blake hates the fact that he’s losing all his hair (the eyebrows & lashes are starting to come out now too). Makes me so sad. When he got chemo this last week, he turned that horrible white color again… you know, the one that SCREAMS I have CANCER! Ugh.

There is a real fine line in all of this. The treatments to keep everything at bay are wearing him down and reducing his quality of life. Hopefully, he’ll get a break soon – he has a PET scan on Thursday & if it looks good, they’ll take the “mean” part of the chemo out of the regimen. He’ll still have chemo, but it won't be as hard on him. I think he’ll always have to have chemo unless he decides to say “Enough.”

We’re getting used to everything though. Don’t feel so doom & gloomy all the time and that’s nice.